This is for the good few of you who follow me on here and who I’ve talked to and helped and had help from and stuff, I’ve decided to stop using this blog because things happened and I just basically can’t keep using this, but I don’t want to delete it because it’s just be like throwing out a diary that you just wrote down shit loads of your feeling on over so long, and it’d be pointless to throw away, so maybe I’ll just leave it here and maybe one day find it again and yeah, so I might remake idk but if you want the url you can just inbox me on my main blog or something, I can thank you guys enough for your help and I really hope I’ve somehow helped you. I love you guys. x

Ofcourseyouhaveitfucking
bookmarkedsoyoucan
checkifhescomebackor
somethingbecauseyou
misshimsofuckingmuch
afterhejustrandomlyleft
andyouwerefallingfor
himandimfukingsorry
andishouldjustletyou
bewithhimbuticantlet
gobecauseimaselfish
twat.

I’ll just have to tell you I’m ok.

Why the fuck do I always do it. I keep checking back to see if it was really there, maybe, just maybe I was imagining it, but no, it’s still there and always has been and allskdkalalalslskskak
:(

Yeah it was but I don’t really want to bring it up because it won’t end well and I’d rater not just start another argument that lasts for hours cos I’m really not in the mood for that, if you want to come off anon you can and I can tell you what it is but otherwise yeah I just really don’t want to upset her

I think I’m just getting worked up over something stupid. But if I put it alongside all the other things it just makes it seem like I’m not and asfklkhdssf
:(

Just stuff to do with that read more and just this picture I got yesterday and something I realised in the picture and just yeah :( I don’t really know if I’m being silly or not but :/ sigh

Idk if you’re one of my later followers after I wrote that massive read more but yeah it’s just got to do with that and :(

Ffs akdkskakkakskddkkakkdkdkskakakdkdkfdjfjakakskdkdksjfjhddjjdjsjsjskskakskjfjjdsjjajs
The day was going so well especially after last night and then I had to fucking see that. And what sucks was it was from yesterday akdkskakkakskddkkakkdkdkskakakdkdkfdjfjakakskdkdksjfjhddjjdjsjsjskskakskjfjjdsjjajs
:( :( :( :( :( :(
Well I didn’t like seeing that.
Not one bit.
I would add to the read more but It’s just so pointless and fucking stupid to add to it because it’s not as if it was from then anyway, it was from yesterday and skskdksl and I’m just really not in the fucking mood for anything right now just adfjkjlhd
:(

don’t really like the idea of you banging a guy in an alley, even if it was a rumor, still don’t like it adkjsdhakhsaldhlak 

just rather you didn’t tell me